What Color is God?

The answer to what color God is lies in the title of my favorite book, “The Color of Water.” It is one of the most interesting titles I have ever heard. Why, I’ll tell you.

The title of this book was derived from a conversation the author, James McBride, had with his mother when he asked her what color God was and she responded, “the color of water.” The subtitle and premise of the book is this: A black man’s tribute to his white mother. The book is a unique blend of his mother’s life one chapter and then his the next. This book is a testament to how life can seem so messy at times, but as we progress we see the work of art our life becomes.

McBride wrote this book to honor his mother, even though while he was growing up he didn’t understand her and a lot of the things she did. She was a Jewish woman born in 1921 who was considered dead by her family when she married an African American man. The author was raised in Brooklyn’s Red Hook projects with an eccentric mother who was widowed twice and was the mother of twelve children. Her two driving forces were God and that her children get an education, primarily college.

There are few books I actually read all the way through, yet it was a welcome elixir for my soul at a time after I had suffered great loss. This book brought me back to reality and also helped me escape my hardships at the same time.

Although I enjoyed reading this book, I probably would never have picked it up had I not met James during a service call, while I was an exterminator several years ago. He was a unique and engaging man in his forties with a quick wit, someone you would want to hang out with. After we talked for a while he gave me a signed copy addressed to all the members of my family. Usually an author’s signature is not something I value, but genuine thoughts like his are. It was his personal touch that helped me embrace this book.

So that is why "The Color of Water" is my favorite book. Not because James McBride is a renowned jazz musician or a onetime writer for the Washington Post, but because he became real to me and I wanted to know more from someone whose perspective fascinated me. It was as if he were speaking the words to me and only me. His book encouraged me to keep on trying despite how hard life can be at times and never be afraid to ask questions, even if the answers are illusive.

“The worth of a book is to be measured by what you can carry away from it.” James Bryce

Swavel

Relax

When I want to forget all about life's problems I go to the kitchen, open up the freezer and begin to create something I call a 'Swavel'. Nothing else seems to matter as I relax and find myself lost in my own little world.

The process is slow and tedious. Every stroke is measured and defined. Often, like a craftsman I stop to check the texture of my product. Time is not a factor when one is attempting to create a masterpiece. It is a simple thing anyone could do, yet it is a source of identity for me.

The ingredients are a follows: chocolate ice cream, milk, and a host of toppings such as chocolate bits, jimmies, bananas, pretzels or whatever your heart desires.

I use a bowl, several cups, milk and a tablespoon for stirring. But, the most important component of a 'Swavel' is the continual twisting of the frozen concoction and constant scrutiny to make sure the texture and taste are just right. Without the proper stirring I would just be wasting my time.

It was the summer of 1988 in a kitchen outside of Altoona, PA where I made my first 'Swavel'. Something struck me to create. First, I scooped chocolate ice cream into several large glasses, then I poured the milk into the glasses and started to stir it by hand. The most difficult part was the pushing and twisting of the ice cream to loosen it, while occasionally adding milk to make the stirring easier. Like an artist, when he lands his first strokes on a naked canvas, a rush of euphoria overcame me as my creation came to life before my very eyes. A rare moment of unadultered joy.

This process reminds me of how God stirs within our souls as He continues to make us a work in progress. God is taking His time, which involves waiting, pouring in the right amount of milk, adding ingredients, and stirring occasionally till the mixture is just right. So, often the work God does in our lives is slow, tedious, and sometimes painful but the end result is something beyond what we could have ever imagine. Relax God knows what He is doing.

When I am dead and gone I believe the 'Swavel' will be my legacy. But, I wouldn't have it any other way, I am an artist with a spoon.

Man vs. quad: This makes two early mornings in a row that the quad has disturbed my sleep, but this time I had a pain pill waiting for it. Evidently, the quad is grafting since it has been reattached back to my knee and some moments are better than others. Don't count the man out yet.

Feel free to post any bug questions and I will do my best to answer them. As always perhaps we can share more next time.

Swavel